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Shores of Acheron

by I Disappear

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Ben Flawless and sinister. This record never gets old and the kinship i feel with each track never fades. Favorite track: Burn for Eternity.
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1.
Stale air rips through my fucking lungs. I've been shackled to the things I've done. Skin is cracking , fingers numb. Confined to my sheets- a stranger to the sun. My mind holds no pews, no glass is stained. The coldest winter- only pain remains. I've seen the warnings yet can't abstain. My body's frozen withering away. Please save me. For the things I've done only pain will atone. It's always the same no matter how cold. It's always the same- This burning in my throat. Every excuse I've ever made. It's all coming back to haunt me.. all the seasons that inevitably fade. It's all coming back to haunt me in my-every excuse Ive ever made. Their all come back to haunt me in my dreams. My hands are empty yet surrounded by more than I need. In a warm vessel, still frozen I bleed. A curse of a disgusting being. I am aware of my own greed. I fooled the masses and Ill stack the bodies. Just when I thought it was safe...I feel the flames touch my face.
2.
Gehenna 03:08
Cast into a fire. I'm just a disgrace. Tossed away, nothing but a burden, a hassle to tame. I cry out my skin melts away. I'm guilty, I'm filthy, I'm covered in sin- permanent sentencing. These lacerations. A false creation. More Lamentations. More abandoned stations. A grave I've made. Forced into restraints. No hope to be saved. Abandoned faith. Forced into prayer, we all look for salvation- God only knows where. Alone and scared no longer do I fucking care. I...embrace my fate. I...begin my descent into an exiled destiny. Where the worms live forever. Where the torment never ends. Where the fire is never quenched. I have not received salvation. To know suffering is to know God and I know he doesn't give a shit. I've turned my back on everything to live in permanent sin.
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Enter. The river flows with everlasting pain waiting to cleanse me. I have lived for myself. I'll die by myself. The pain is just beginning. Wings clipped. Hope stripped. I hear the cries of souls not yet classified. The stinging of 1,000 lifetimes. Maggots lay at their feet feeding upon blood and tears of tormented beings. Another toll. Another debt towards death. The weeping earth- these images of terror still drench me with sweat. Am I wanted where the power lies? A wretched hand extended...ILL HAVE TO MOVE HELL IF I CANNNOT DEFLECT THE WILL OF HEAVEN. The deafening. The sickening. I fall to the wicked. The twisting. The turning. All these wounds self Inflicted. So follow. Follow me. Hollow me out. Bear a cross. Take it by force. All my life just a hollow corpse. welcome
4.
The Carnal sin. My Appetite for another's skin. Taste it. Touch it. Consume it. Scratch away until it's nothing. These winds blow violently til I no longer recognize me. Reluctant to touch you cause I know I'll crush you. Dripping with this self disgust of a glutton. A lusting desire I cannot quench. Blinded to anything and everything besides what I want and what I need. Cursed to always fuck up. Will i ever be a decent human being? Will I always be this way? Will things ever change? Or will I be doomed to float through nine rings where only sorrow sings? These pleasures of the flesh plague me til I'm in my grave.
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Statim Finis 01:57
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A new reality Finally dawns upon me I will never be the same..my skin my sanity has been charred away 23 years of misery. seems this path was always destiny. Undeserving of anything. Sentenced to burn for eternity Tortured past the point that one could bear. no one but me has put me here. Left to gag on my own despair. Constant lamenting all I hear. Day in day out. My will To live Has dissipated. Tearing away My humanity is crumbling. I endure the fucking guilt. The uncontrollable greed. My will to live has dissipated. Torn away at the seams. The pressure of incontinence. The overload of gluttony. I've been waiting forever for death to claim me. This selfishness has become too heavy I've judged those who have been cast down just like me. And now it's my turn to burn for eternity. Violence. Heresy. Fraud. My own treachery........

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released September 18, 2017

Recored and mixed by Evan Perino
Mastered by Jonathan Wisniewski at Second River Studios

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From the slums of shaolin. The new age of destruction. Download the "Omen" demo right here or stream on iTunes, Apple Music, And Spotify

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